Life flies and in the blink of an eye someone you adore is gone from your sight...you try desperately to save them and all is futile, they slip away between your trembling fingers like a broken sparrow as they raise above all pain and despair floating into the white light that paves the path to heaven.
We treasure life so much in this valley of tears.. knowning that this is the real hell filled with trials and tribulations pains and sorrow in far greater quantity tan goodness and bliss; So many endless lessons to learn such long rugged road...yet when someone we love so deeply is fading away before our very eyes we refuse to let go so selfishly hanging on with obstinately tenacity attempting to defy the inevitable....Why???????????? because we can't bear the thought of never seen them again even though I believe in the hereafter,heaven and reincarnation and that this is not where it all ends...I believe we someone crosses over they shed their mortal burden and are in blissful vacation until is time to return again.Sometimes the reincarnation cycle has been completed as that of an old soul and those souls will become master spirit guides to help others and will remain in Paradise until judgment day.
Why do we cling and bang ourselves over the head when there is no hope?....maybe because hope is the last thing we lose,blind faith keeps its alive and you fight and you suffer and you hope and you wait to see if your heart and soul its up, God claims his Angels much too often and you fight and you suffer and you wait and you pray... because there is a hole in your soul and a weight in your psyche the hurtful pain of missing you its tearing me apart, why do we hang on? why?perhaps because the face of death is so unkind...the process of shedding this shell we were given in this plane earth its horrific, seldom someone is lucky enough to die in their sleep without the process of violent desincarnation, plus missing them its the worse...it seems the heart beats and bleeds every second of every minute, every minute of every hour and every single day of your life in silent cry: I Love You Darling until we meet again...
