“I just don’t feel like getting up today. I think that I’m going to stay here in bed for a while, and then I just might get up.”
That’s my boyfriend talking after I’ve opened my eyes thanks to the sounds of the alarm clock. He’s decided that he isn’t going to work again today. Nice. I wish I could make the decision to not get up in the morning and not worry about it all day.
He’s worrying though, as am I. We’re broke, and probably will be for many years. It’s hard to accept. We try everything to make it in this world but it’s almost impossible. Even though we hardly do anything at all but get up and go to work, after paying the bills, we’re still strapped for cash… make that, flat broke.
It’s impossible to make it in this world anymore. It’s quite depressing really. I’ve tried everything to help out as much as I can. I work full-time, have a part-time job. I’ve tried sites that pay on the internet (almost all of them being a complete waste of time). I’ve done pretty much everything that I can possibly think of and there is just nothing else left for me.
There is a possibility that I may just be being too hard on myself or I’m worrying too much, but I can’t help it. Not at all.
